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For some laughs, check out my old journal. I'm now making every private entry I had public. If you're in a bad mood, this is a good laugh. Have fun. Remember, this is for your entertainment, and for my emaressment. (:

♥My Old Journal♥




Yet another fun link. This one I AM sure you'll get a kick out of. Trust me. It's a site made by a few 6th grade stalkers. All about...Mat. Laugh and Enjoy.

Mat Musto Fansite



"Sing like you think no one's listening/You would kill for this/Just a little bit, just a little bitYou would/Sing like you think no one's listening/You would kill for this/Just a little bit, just a little bit/You would/Sing me something soft, sad and delicate/Or loud and out of key/Sing me anything..."---Existentialism on Prom Night *StrayLight Run*

"What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?/I've told you time and time again, you sing the words, but don't know what it means/To be a joke and look/Another line without a hook/I held you close as we both shook for the alt time, take a good hard look/I'm not okay, I'm not okay/I'm not okay/You wear me out..."---I'm not okay (I promise)*MCR*

"She is everything to me/The unrequited dream/The song that no one sings/The unattainable/She's a myth that I have to believe in/And all I need to make her real, is one more reason/I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do...When she makes sad."---vermilion Pt.2 *Slipknot*

You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? </td> Suicide 100% Posion 67% Dissapear 67% Eaten 47% Drowning 47% Bomb 33% Accident 33% Electric Chair 33% Gunshot 27% Stabbed 27% Disease 7% Cut Throat 0% Suffocated 0% How Will You Die?? created with QuizFarm.com

Cocaine.
You like to talk,
you like to run,
but most of all you like to have fun.


Which drug should you be hooked on? [now with pictures]
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you are an "emo kid". you're fresh or
light in the scene and enjoy your somewhat
nicer and lighter emo bands. don't let the
indie kids and punk rockers put you down for
liking dashboard confessional or hot water
music, stick up for your emo rights! keep
smiling!


*how emo are you?*
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You scored as Envy. </td> Envy 88% Sloth 44% Pride 31% Greed 25% Wrath 19% Lust 13% Gluttony 0% Seven deadly sins created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Unipolar Depression. Congraulations! You are depressed! You know just how it feels to bear all the world's burdens, and the value of a 19-hour night's sleep. And you really hate that circle-guy thing on your Zoloft pill packets. </td> Unipolar Depression 100% Eating Disorders 50% Schizophrenia 33% Antisocial Personality Disorder 33% Borderline Personality Disorder 33% Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder 0% Which mental disorder do you have? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Loner. You loner you. Continue on your trek for loneliness and hatred for the world! Not everyone has the knack for hanging out alone and pining for friends! Good show! </td> Loner 88% Art Freak 50% Nerd 25% Punk Ass Kid 19% Loser 0% Cheerleader/Jock 0% What's You're Sterotype? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as skinny. </td> skinny 70% just right 40% fat 20% ARE YOU FAT, SKINNY, OR JUST RIGHT? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Your heart is made of soil.... You do so many things for people, but they just seem to always walk all over you. You are a very deep person, and you hide so many things inside that no one ever sees.

What is your heart made out of?
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You scored as poppy emo. you are into poppy emo. you want to look as "scene" as possible. if you can't sing along to the music, you don't like it. crowd surfing and rocking out is what its all about. i'm sure you listen to underoath, story of the year, and taking back sunday. </td> poppy emo 75% depressed emo 65% chick emo 55% metal emo 50% hardcore emo 45% geek emo 20% what kind of emo kid are you? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as My Chemical Romance. You are a sick ass emo band that is even loved by rockers! Go u! </td> Green Day 42% My Chemical Romance 42% Simple Plan 17% Cradle Of Filth 8% Nightwish 8% What Rock Band Suits You? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Emo. </td> Emo 85% grunge 50% Indie 50% Pop Punk 35% reggae 20% industrial 15% classic rock 10% rap 10% Punk 5% Pop 5% metal 5% mainstream rock 0% country 0% ska 0% what breed of music are you? created with QuizFarm.com

Taking back Sunday
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If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar...



My Getaway
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Everytime my heart beats, I know that you're alive...



Hawthorne Heights
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Remember these oceans like fires off your eyes...


♥Just forget me, it's that simple...♥
(I wish it was)

Will it kill you to bring a smile to my face? I swear it'll never be that genuine...

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I swear I'll know your face in the crowd
And I'll hear your voice so loud when you're whispering...

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Hey unfaithful, I will teach you to be stronger
Hey ungrateful I will teach you to forgive one another...
Hey unloving, I will love you.

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My knuckles have turned to white
Theres no turning back tonight
So kiss me one last time,
Shut your eyes.

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From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said "why put a new adress on the same old lonliness?
When breathing just passes the time
When we all just get old and die
Now talking's just a waste of breath and livings just a waste of Death
And why put a new adress on the same old lonliness
And this is you and me
And me and you
Until we've got nothing left."

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It starts eyes closed to fingers crossed
"To I swear, I say"
To hands
To drinks at the club to the bar
To the keys to your car
To hotel stares/stairs to the emergency exit door
To the love, I left my conscience pressed
Between the pages of the Bible in the drawer
"What did it ever do for me" I say
It never calls me when I'm down
Love neevr wanted me
But I took it anyway

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I found the cure to growing older
And you're the only place that feels like home
Just so you know, You'll never know
And some secrets weren't meant to be told.

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I'm two quaters and a heart down
And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds
Thesewords are all i have so I'll write them
So you need them just to get by...

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Across from my house...Mmmhmmm...


So pretty...


Again, pretty...


What is there to say?


Dj and Jerry...ha ha...


Colin


Sean


Colin again...



...Mat♥

















































Fall Out Boy is Love


Micah Carli is Love


My Chemical Romance is Love


Something Corporate is Emo Love


the Starting Line is Love


Taking Back Sunday is Love


the Used are Love


Conor Oberst is Love








I don't miss you
You're so far away,
And I'm so over you...
The best part is...it's all a lie♥

I will lie awake
lie for fun and fake the way I hold you
let you fall for every empty word I say ♥

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So it's sad this doesn't suit you now,
And me fresh out of rope,
Please ignore the lisp,
I never meant to sound like this.
So take me and break me,
And make me strong like you,
I'll be forever grateful to, this and you.

Fix me to a chain around your neck,
Wear me like a nickel
Even new wine served in old skins cheapens the taste,
I shot the pilot,
Now I'm begging you to fly this for me,
I'm here for you to use, broken and bruised,
Do you understand?
It's only you, beautiful,
or I don't want anyone.
If I can choose, it's only you.
But how could I miscalculate?
Perfect eyes will have perfect aim.
If I can choose, its only you.

It's only you, beautiful,
Or I don't want anyone.
If I can choose, it's only you.
But how could I miscalculate?
Perfect lies from her perfect aim.
If I could choose, it's only you.

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For the record...I don't like quizzes. They mean nothing to me.....no signifigance. So, yeah....I take them......because. Whatever. They're non-sense.








































This is my breakdown....I hope you're happy. ♥

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